Why?

People are a hard thing to understand. But that's just something you never figure out. I guess for me I am constantly asking myself why people do the things they do?
It all revolves around where they came from, & where they've been. Because that has made you who you are.
I know the things I have been through in my life have taught me things I wouldn't know otherwise. What I am wanting to rant about for a bit is....
Why you try to give so much to someone & suddenly they end up taking it, tear it up, & throw it back in your face before you even realize what happened? It hurts.
I can never ever say enough that the people in my life are my EVERYTHING. absolutely everything. & I would do anything I could for them. Why? Because I love them and thats what you do when you love people.
Why is ok for people to take advantage of that? I want to do good things for you because it pours out of my heart. It makes me feel happiest if I can make someone else happy.
When you have lost 2 of the closest people in your life, that changes you. That changes you as a person, it changes your view point, it changes your mindset. Because of this reason, the people in my life are the most important because as the clique saying goes "You never know when people will just disappear from your life"....or something like that. They all mean the same thing. So when someone comes into my life, I get attached. I attach very quickly because I don't know how long you'll be around. If its 2 day or 2 years, etc, whatever the case may be, I get close very quickly. One of the worst & best things about me. If you were me, you would be the same. Nothing will change that. It's who I am.
I want to talk to the people in my life everyday. I want to see them everyday. When somebody means something to you, thats what happens. Say what you feel everytime you get the chance. Don't let it pass you by. Tell people you love them. "Life is TOO short". So so so true. That's why I don't waste my time waiting for things to happen. If I want to be with you, I tell you, I show you, I do what I can. The least you could do is not push me away. I'm right here.

yes, you mean something to me.