maybe it was never suppose to work out anyway.

what was i thinking. i live in a dream sometimes. i can't help that i dream big. too big maybe.





young love.

this one's for you.

I'll make you mine if you would have me.
With a silver ring that will hug you tight,
Our life begins.
Our life begins with this.

I'll prove my love if you would let me.
Over and over and over again.

We'll bring a child into this world
And we'll say the one thing
Everyone should hear:

You were meant for amazing things.

Give me your hand, it's time.
It's time to show new eyes their home.
When fences divide our land,
I would catch bullets with my bare hands.

Because you were meant for amazing things.



i want this.

These autumn leaves

When autumn comes, it doesn't ask.

It just walks in, where it left you last.

i love fall.

So give love.

I have to come love Monday's. Monday's are my lazy day to lay around in my pajamas and watch movies and sleep with no school or anything to do, just time to relax and think. Love it.

Today was a day to reflect I guess. I've been thinking all day about my life, and everything and everyone in it...nothing deep, just simple thoughts.

I don't want my life to be school, work, or daily tasks. It's so easy to get caught up in these lifeless activities. My life is defined by God. With that, the people I love are my life. I am so very grateful for the friendships, relationships, and people who have come and gone, passed by quickly or stuck around. People from all over and people from down the street. All of you will remain in my heart. Whether I met you once, or see you everyday. We were made to love God and love others and I love everyone He has set in front of me all for different reasons. He has blessed me with you for reasons I may not understand and reasons I may wonder about but nevertheless I have awesome people who have influenced me in many ways.

You have shown me love through parenting.
You have shown me what a best friend is by being my best friend.
You have no idea, but you have helped me become the person that I am.
You have taught me confidence through teaching me guitar...I continue to learn from you everytime I'm around you.
I've learned a lot from you, love is one them. Thank you. Please don't ever let go.
You inspire me to do extrodinary things.
You challenge me to be a better Christian.
I think I was born with my loud laugh, but you have made me overflow with laughter.
You have always been someone I looked up to since I was born. I always wanted to be you but never could be. I found myself because of you.
Your joyful spirit is contagious.
You make me smile. I love it more than you'll ever know.
You were never nice to me, and sometimes I don't understand why God put you in my life, but you made me a strong person.
I'm not even sure I've ever really met you and may have only seen you like twice? But you said something once that I still remember and think about all the time. I needed to hear it.
I have the best times with you, and you laugh at my jokes. I cherish our times together.
You weren't around for long, but I hear stories about you a lot. It's amazing how much you can love someone you hardly knew. Hope I can make you proud. I'll be seeing you.
You are the coolest person anyone could ever meet. I can't even explain the person that you are. But your love and intelligence shines through everything you do.

I obviously can't even begin explain everything I've learned from everyone I've ever met, it would be endless, but I just love the way God uses people to help us learn, grow, and love. And I look forward to meeting a million more people as I become older and go places. I hate that I don't get to see these people I love enough. I just want all of you to know how thankful I am and how much LOVE I have for you. It's a lot :) I feel like I don't show it enough. I know such wonderful people and I hope that I can be someone like that. Someone to inspire, to teach, to show you something new.
"Am I living it right?" -john mayer