She left pieces of her life
behind her
everywhere
she went.

It's easier to

feel the

sunlight

without them,

she said.

Righty.

Left brain: I am the left brain.
I am a scientist. A mathematician.
I love the familiar. I categorize.
I am accurate. Linear. Analytical.
Strategic. I am practical. Always
in control. A master of words and
language. Realistic. I calculate
equations and play with numbers.
I am order. I am logic.
I know exactly who I am.

Right brain: I am the right brain.
I am creativity. A free spirit.
I am passion. Yearning. Sensuality.
I am the sound of roaring laughter.
I am taste. The feeling of sand
beneath bare feet. I am movement.
Vivid colors. I am the urge to
paint on an empty canvas. I am
boundless imagination.
Art. Poetry. I sense. I feel.
I am everything I wanted to be.

i love this.

I can't stop googling apartments in Nashville.
But I almost come to tears thinking about
leaving all the people I love.

bitter freaking sweet.

No one is going to love if you don't love yourself. Free your heart from hatred. Free your mind from worries. Live simply. Give more. Expect less. There is always, always, always something to be thankful for. When your heart speaks, take good notes. Surround yourself with people who believe in your dreams. Be kind for everyone you meet is fighting a hard battle. You're going to come across people in your life who will say all the right words at all the right times. But in the end, it's always their actions you should judge them by. It's actions, not words, that matter. You are loved more than you will ever know by someone who died to know you. If the music is good, dance! Love is kind, anything less isn't love at all. Find what it is that makes you happy & who it is that makes you happy & you're set. Promise. Logic will get you from a-z, imagination will get you everywhere. Imagination is more important than knowledge. Not all those who wander are lost. Replace fear of the unknown with curiosity. There are far better things ahead than any we leave behind. Be soft. Do not let the world make you hard. Do not let the bitterness steal your sweetness. Take pride that even though the rest of the world may disagree, you still believe it to be a beautiful place. Kill them with kindness. Inside us all patiently waiting, sits a tiny little adventurous bird.
You are loved.
Not to spoil the ending for you, but everything will be ok.
:)

The headlines talk
Of sadness and new risk.
Life is deadly,
My fingers to your lips.
We'll send the world in reverse.

Love is tension and thrill
That begs to be ours.

We are diamonds waiting to be found,
Catching light in the corners of our eyes.
We are diamonds waiting to be found.

We are the hunted,
We are the shining northern lights.
We are the nervous,
We feel our hands becoming vines.
We'll dream in color tonight.

Love is tension and thrill
That begs to be ours.
There are cities inside of everyone:
Life within life,
The trembling in our voice.

When I look into your eyes
I see the tip of an iceberg.
When I look into your eyes
I see that love is an iceberg
That throws us into the sea.

We're walking on the ocean floor,
Feeding sharks out of our hands.

We are diamonds waiting to be found,
Catching light in the corners of our eyes.
We are diamonds waiting to be found.

This full moon has been the craziest of all.
Life is so weird.
Such a weird adventure.

Side note: If you really thought
I deserved better,
then you wouldn't have

treated me that way.

mmhmm.

If you're always making each day
better than the last, it's like
you're always having the
best day of your life.

why can't it be that simple.

Why?

People are a hard thing to understand. But that's just something you never figure out. I guess for me I am constantly asking myself why people do the things they do?
It all revolves around where they came from, & where they've been. Because that has made you who you are.
I know the things I have been through in my life have taught me things I wouldn't know otherwise. What I am wanting to rant about for a bit is....
Why you try to give so much to someone & suddenly they end up taking it, tear it up, & throw it back in your face before you even realize what happened? It hurts.
I can never ever say enough that the people in my life are my EVERYTHING. absolutely everything. & I would do anything I could for them. Why? Because I love them and thats what you do when you love people.
Why is ok for people to take advantage of that? I want to do good things for you because it pours out of my heart. It makes me feel happiest if I can make someone else happy.
When you have lost 2 of the closest people in your life, that changes you. That changes you as a person, it changes your view point, it changes your mindset. Because of this reason, the people in my life are the most important because as the clique saying goes "You never know when people will just disappear from your life"....or something like that. They all mean the same thing. So when someone comes into my life, I get attached. I attach very quickly because I don't know how long you'll be around. If its 2 day or 2 years, etc, whatever the case may be, I get close very quickly. One of the worst & best things about me. If you were me, you would be the same. Nothing will change that. It's who I am.
I want to talk to the people in my life everyday. I want to see them everyday. When somebody means something to you, thats what happens. Say what you feel everytime you get the chance. Don't let it pass you by. Tell people you love them. "Life is TOO short". So so so true. That's why I don't waste my time waiting for things to happen. If I want to be with you, I tell you, I show you, I do what I can. The least you could do is not push me away. I'm right here.

yes, you mean something to me.

.

this time I mean it when I say I'm done

.

This makes a beautiful life :