it's that time again

:)

Young and full of running
Tell me where's that taking me?
Just a great figure 8 or a tiny infinity

Love is really nothing

But a dream that keeps waking me

For all of my trying

You still end up dying

How can it be?

Don't say a word, just come over and lie here with me

'Cause I'm just about to set fire to everything I see

I want you so bad I'll go back on the things I believe

There I just said it, I'm scared you'll forget about me

So young and full of running, all the way to the edge of desire

Steady my breathing, silently screaming,"I have to have you now"

Wired and I'm tired

Think I'll sleep in my clothes on the floor

Maybe this mattress will spin on its axis and find me on yours

Don't say a word just come over and lie here with me

'Cause I'm just about to set fire to everything I see

I want you so bad I'll go back on the things I believe

There I just said it, I'm scared you'll forget about me

things that make me smile:

(enough to brighten up any day :)

today's favorites,

sometimes i think i love differently than everyone else.

or i have instant connections with some people that are unexplainable. maybe thats it.

like i meet people and it could be an hour later and i feel like were catching up from years past and then its time for you to leave and my heart breaks a little. but i don't hardly know you. i just met you, but it's like i already love you. how does that work?

and then you're on my mind for the next...week, or more like lifetime.

there are certain kinds of people that this happens with.

you certainly leave a long lasting impression on my heart.

oh hello. please, you should come cook for me

because i don't know how.

and you have to wear that apron too.

LOVE is all around.

my dearest beautiful madre,

I know that times get rough and it’s annoying and all you can think about. But this is when you have to take a few steps back and look at the beautiful life you have to be thankful for. Things may not seem to go right sometimes. There are times when you think it NEVER will. I want this to be a reminder of how much your life is worth, because I don’t think you understand who you are.
First of all, wake up everyday and thank the Lord for giving you this day and another chance to live for it, because that alone is beautiful. God gave you this day and has a plan in set for you. When you think you are having a bad day, remember it’s in his work. It may not be easy, but HE KNOWS BEST. That is awesome! Maybe it will be the day you meet a man, maybe it won’t. Maybe something new will arise, maybe it wont. That’s the joy in waking up and living for Him. Let Him have control over it, leave it for Him.
He passed the most wonderful job by you, and look where you are. It wasn’t an easy road to get there, but look at all the people you met, friends made, and lessons learned through it all. Financial it has never been easy. You know how I feel about money. Money is worthless and stupid, and there is so much more. This world has made it such an issue, pay for what you can, and move on. Everything is so much better without it. So Get up each morning and do your best at it because after many prayers and love, he gave you this job knowing you will love it and succeed. And that you are.
Friends and Family. What a HUGE blessing. The people in your life help make your life what it is. You are not alone, and never will be. This one is hard for me to even fathom. Why I have so many loving, amazing people in my life, I don’t know! YOU are the first that I always am thankful for. He gave me a small family, but more love than I would have ever known could be. There are children, adults, lots of people out there with no family members, no friends. This makes me feel like my life is a piece of cake! I can’t even imagine what that would feel like. I am thankful that I don’t have to go through that. And I make sure that anyone that is passed through my life, doesn’t ever feel that way either. Everyone is in your life for a reason. Whether it was an hour of your life, or they have been there from day one, there is a reason. Let it be known. WE WERE MADE TO BE IN RELATIONSHIPS. Whether you are meant to be in another relationship with a man or not, remember all the other relationships you have. Please don’t ever feel like “yes, I have all these friends and family, but it’s not enough”. Whether you want them to be or not, they are MORE than enough. Please be thankful for the people you have, it could be no one. Every last friend counts. You are a daughter, a mother, a friend, and a child of God. Don’t let them slip away because you are so focused on being “in love”. Don’t give up, but remember the beautiful life you have to live and the people in it going along with the ride too. It’s such a weird and crazy life we live on earth. This isn’t it. There is so much more to look forward too! But for now, life is just way too short to be unhappy. Every moment of every day you spend unhappily, you will never ever get it back. Your smile is just too beautiful to not show the world.
you are surrounded by love, get through the fog, you'll see it.

If you think it’s not going your way, it’s because God has other plans for you. Follow him!!



I LOVE you right up to the moon, and back.
Love always and forever,
Your Michaela