one day.

so, it seems that everyone around me is

getting married and having children.

and i can't help but think when will it be my time

to do the same. this is one thing in life

that i really look forward

to, one thing i live to do. i pray about it a lot.

i know if it was my time, then i would already

have a husband and a baby on the way.

it will come when its suppose to. a lot of people

my age are having a baby and i'm thinking

what, they can't have a baby, they are not old enough.

then i realize it would be the same if i was.

i sometimes forget that i'm younger than i think i am.

i'm learning to live for what i have now. i live

in the future sometimes. i don't

always enjoy things happening now, just

things i want to happen later.

i know he has a plan for me,

things will come like relationships, children

and such. patience is a hard thing when

it's something you absolutely want.

i know i know, i'm young. you're thinking,

oh my goodness right now, she can't be thinking

this really. i do, i think about it all the time.

i can't wait for marriage. something to work for

everyday with someone you love.

i've loved every minute of the relationship

i have with my mother. i can't wait to

share the same thing with my baby.

one day my love, one day

we will start this coaster together.