i think everybody
should love
everybody.

another monday with your voice, snuggling, naps, and sunshine.

i probably won't even pass through your mind.

while i'm here thinking about you all day.

isn't that always the way it goes.

love your face.

it's here

i have a few things to say today:

nice people, you make everything better. EVERYTHING.
ex: today, mr. military guy made my day because he was so nice. he even gave me an awesome tip for pretty much shaving his head. keep smilin! thanks for all you do :)

new phone-friday. yess

hair, i wish you would grow faster. i think you forgot my patience flew out the window.

dinner with my tiff tiff tonight. love your face!

good day.

one day.

so, it seems that everyone around me is

getting married and having children.

and i can't help but think when will it be my time

to do the same. this is one thing in life

that i really look forward

to, one thing i live to do. i pray about it a lot.

i know if it was my time, then i would already

have a husband and a baby on the way.

it will come when its suppose to. a lot of people

my age are having a baby and i'm thinking

what, they can't have a baby, they are not old enough.

then i realize it would be the same if i was.

i sometimes forget that i'm younger than i think i am.

i'm learning to live for what i have now. i live

in the future sometimes. i don't

always enjoy things happening now, just

things i want to happen later.

i know he has a plan for me,

things will come like relationships, children

and such. patience is a hard thing when

it's something you absolutely want.

i know i know, i'm young. you're thinking,

oh my goodness right now, she can't be thinking

this really. i do, i think about it all the time.

i can't wait for marriage. something to work for

everyday with someone you love.

i've loved every minute of the relationship

i have with my mother. i can't wait to

share the same thing with my baby.

one day my love, one day

we will start this coaster together.

be happy with who you are and

where you are in life.

embrace it - because you'll never be here again.

unique

hopeless romantic

painter

dreamer

eccentric love of life

good things are on the way.

until they get here, i gratefully live where i am now.

my posts are sad and boring lately. i apologize. i'm just really tired. all the time.

i got my first debit card in the mail today! haha woo, i want to buy something.

i have to be at work in 8 hours= not enough sleep tonight.

almost the weekend!!!!

smile today. smile a lot today.

can i just be Zooey Deschanel?

one day i want a

big messy room in my house to paint in.

LOVES.

good

morning,

darling

found a new love.

sunday afternoon equals afternoon nap.

hey boy,
i miss ya

1,2,3,4...

free fallin'

"i'll be back"
"are you going somewhere?"
"i was talking to the stars"

falalaaaa la la laa la

got my first pay check today! woo. thats exciting.
don't have to go into work till 4. hello sleep.
my dog is a complete spaz, as am myself.
i love having blonde hair.
i better see the meteor shower tonight!!!!!
FAIR tomorrowwwww
i watched elf last night. aaawesome.
which reminds me, i'm sooooooooo ready for fall and crunchy leaves, and christmas, and snow, and fun, and snuggling.
$3 burnin a hole in ma pocket



pointless. you still read it.

If I were a painter
I would paint my reverie
If that's the only way for you to be with me

We'd be there together
Just like we used to be
Underneath the swirling skies for all to see

And I'm dreaming of a place
Where I could see your face
And I think my brush would take me there
But only ...

If I were a painter
And could paint a memory

A D D I C T I O N.

my feet are broken.

standing for 10 hours straight can hurt. i hate to say this, but once the cold weather arrives, i'm going to have to invest in some comfy UGG boots. there is one pair i found i would actually wear. hopefully they will save my poor feets.

also, i love my job.

i am just flat out tired.


today calls for:

movie check.

blankets check.
2 dogs check.
ice cream check.
some more sleep check.


this thunder is music to my ears. please continue.

i'm hearing bells....

wedding bells, that is.

obviously i'm not getting married. ha. i have been asked to be the maid of honor for my sister's wedding and a bridesmaid in my bff's wedding.

oh my gosh i love weddings and i'm so incredibly excited for next summer.

i am so blessed to have these girls and can't wait to start this new and fun filled time with them!! lots of planning to be a part of. so fun.

today was so great. thanks for the awesome party. glad you came. love everyone. :)

i have good people in my life. that is awesome.

also, just those few words sealed the day. thanks :)

is it sad that now that i have a job, i can't update my blog as much and i get sad about it. hahaha i'll get the hang of things soon.

tomorrow is my aveda grad. party. come join. you're invited. :)