i hope something here will make you smile.




7.28.2009

i knew it.

you might just be the one
that is suppose to get me
where i'm meant to be.
and thats it.

and that is a reality i'd rather not face.
couldn't i just live my life through expectation.
that i expect to see you soon, so i will.
and when i see you, you are smiling.
i expect to be in your thoughts, so i'm there.
i expect us to be together, so we are.
i expect you to love me, so you do.
there is no reality in that.
therefore, we are none of these things.
i'm tired of "there's other fish in the sea"
what is that.
the only fish i want is swimming in another ocean.
i will go a million miles to get to there.
i'll meet you there someday.
i will.
will you wait for me?